have you ever been in a room full of beautifully delightful people who you enjoy spending time with, only to realize that you are sitting on a chair in a corner by yourself talking to no one?
and when you realize this fact, you find someone to talk to and discover that you have nothing to say?
so you just leave?
how about when you think things are going pretty well, only to find out everything was a lie?
and there are so many of them, that you can't ignore anything, and you're totally overwhelmed at the task of addressing, correcting, and preventing?
ever wake up thinking about how many more hours before you can go back to bed?
what about when your darling spouse invites you out for lunch, and you turn him down because you "hadn't planned on going out" today?
yeah, i'm a lil' bit depressed right now. don't ask why. just make me feel better by telling me how fantastic i am. k?