Wednesday, June 9, 2010

outta touch

have you ever been in a room full of beautifully delightful people who you enjoy spending time with, only to realize that you are sitting on a chair in a corner by yourself talking to no one?

and when you realize this fact, you find someone to talk to and discover that you have nothing to say?

so you just leave?

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how about when you think things are going pretty well, only to find out everything was a lie?

and there are so many of them, that you can't ignore anything, and you're totally overwhelmed at the task of addressing, correcting, and preventing?

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ever wake up thinking about how many more hours before you can go back to bed?

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what about when your darling spouse invites you out for lunch, and you turn him down because you "hadn't planned on going out" today?

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yeah, i'm a lil' bit depressed right now. don't ask why. just make me feel better by telling me how fantastic i am. k?

6 comments:

Brandi said...

You're FANTASTIC!

Emily said...

You are wonderful, no matter how you are feeling.

I can't say i know how you feel, but know from living with a spouse who does suffer from depression, that it's never easy, and there are good and bad days. We don't enjoy it, but we love each other and stick it through, because it's worth it.

Don't be too hard on yourself, and no that i love ya, just the way you are!

Amy said...

Call me-Love you

Monique said...

AND your hair. You always have great hair. AND can make me laugh. Almost every time I am with you! Remember the "swim suit conversation" at the pool by your house? My sides hurt just thinking about it. Think: Speedo on a REALLY fat man. And then I come to Europe and it becomes a reality... it's not as funny when you actually see it. Again, you are fab.

Jennifer said...

All the time! Come sit in the corner with me =) You dont have to talk, promise!

Linds said...

Marianne- you are flippin' awesome! Seriously- funny, sweet, great. I miss your general awesomeness in all honesty. Can help my ass be as tight as yours? ;-)