Saturday, October 23, 2010

Time off for more bad behavior

I've been naughty, and I need to be spanked. Monique, are you up for the job? Just kidding.


I am taking a break for a little while though. I have a lot occupying my mind lately, and I don't want to share it with you mofos. If I keep blogging right now, I'm going to end up shitting all over myself, and I don't want to do that. When all of this drama (and you people KNOW how much I like drama...NOT) passes, I'll be back to my irreverent self. In the meantime, feel free to comment about how much you love me and think I'm fabulous and how if I didn't care then I wouldn't care so much, and all that shit. You know how to stroke me. Right? Oh. And the ass. Don't forget about the ass. 


Anyone want to guest blog? Email me. 

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

Sorry to hear that but I get it. Drama sucks. Hang in there.

Lisa said...

WHY DID I JUST NOW FIND YOUR BLOG?

goddammit.

okay. i'll just entertain myself with past posts.

Marianne said...

Don't forget about me Lisa. I'll be back as soon as I can think of something else to talk about.

Linds said...

I love you and your awesome ass. Sorry about the drama- that sticks! Hope things look better soon

Brandi said...

I think you should write about that one idea you had. Where you get some "things" from your friend and review them.

It may cause some drama, but at least it would be a different kind of drama. The fun kind. ;)

Lucy said...

Marianne,

Not sure what to say here. I haven't visited in awhile...

I've known you for awhile - but haven't ever REALLY gotten to know you.

I see you and I fairly similar - we tend to say what's on our mind without holding back, which often offends others, not our intention. We kind of both have a practical way of looking at things. And well we're both hot. Ok, I don't have an ass like yours...

Anyway, I do remember once, a connection we had, at one of our you know 'exclusive' scrap weekends. We spoke of depression. Do you remember? I remember thinking it's hard to believe that you and I, so outspoken, social, busy, could have that in common. I felt really alone in that place, and it is something I continue to struggle with. Ironically. very social and yet very lonely. But I haven't forgotten that evening, where I saw a soft side to Miss Marianne.

Anyway, I think you're a great person, You're funny, and driven, both qualities, I know something about.

However, Marianne, to be fair, I have to speak. I suspect you'll do the same.

I've struggled in the past with my testimony, I made some mistakes, I've felt Satan's chains. They're physical, I felt them, literally. By some miracle, and I believe in them, I was able to break free. Wasn't easy, and continues to be something I work on daily. As much as I know God Lives, I know Satan exists. I have found(and I have limited experience), that most people that leave the church and say it's doctrinal, it's an excuse. If you're living the doctrine, you won't have issues with it.

I have more respect for the person that says... 'I'd rather live my way', than start spreading 'doctrinal doubts'.

With that said, you are an incredible woman, with passion for life, that I respect. I'm not necessarily saying this to you, but to all who read. I'm not passing judgment, I can't, I've made some incredibly devastating mistakes. I know from personal experience the deception from Satan is real. He makes us see some things not as they are but as he would want us to see them. And we literally are made blind to the truth. I'm just sharing my personal experience. I was in a dark, isolated place, chained by my choices. Today, I see clearer.

I hope you see this for what it is, another viewpoint, nothing else.

Take care of yourself, Marianne, and your sweet family! They are lucky to have you!

Lucy

Marianne said...

@Lucy - Make no mistake about this: I am in control of my own choices, my own decisions, and my own actions. I refuse to believe that I am being chained, dragged around and influenced by some mythical creature called Satan. I am in control of my choices, decisions, and actions, and therefore I also claim responsibility for the consequences of them. I will not blame something else for what I do.

You claim that you were able to break free from satan's chains, and that's fine for you to continue to believe that. I believe that I broke free from different chains that were weighing me down.


I don't believe your statement about people living the doctrine having no problem with it. I know plenty of people who live it and have lots of problems with it.

Thanks for your input, Lucy. I'm glad for you that you're better